Hey Ladies

Not happy Jan, I read all your posts at work yesterday but didn't have my login details so I wrote out all my personals to bring home and put in... then stupid idiot forgot to bring home the paper didn't she!!

Anyway, in short congrats on all the great scans, Laney you scared us, Jo I am so glad you are home and your cervix is behaving and Helen what a great result! Did I miss anyone, I'm going off the top of my head...

Teagz: I don't think I've welcome you yet. Congrats on becoming a mother even if it was under the saddest of circumstances. Your love for him shines through in your posts. I really feel like this group has helped me develop a relationship with Charlie because her existence is so validated here where it perhaps isn't elsewhere. Hopefully we can help you grow your relationship with Jayvan so you conitnue to feel a strong connection with him.

This is just a quick post to update on the ttc progress... CD13 today. DH and I were supposed to BD last night but it was a really hot and sticky night and neither of us were in the mood. We are trying to avoid sex for the sake of it and keep at least a little passion going.

Weird though, I haven't had my CD10 temp spike like the last few cycles so now am really not sure when OD is. Its great because I think it means I am finally 100% normal re the progesterone thing and everything because my whole cycle has been so spot on. Bad though because I was predicting OD to be closer to CD16 or 17 so now the whole trying for a girl things is out the door I think! Oh well, probably doesn't work anyway.

I'm not sure who it was but someone was saying that they'd lost a boy and didn't want that to be the only son they had. I kind of feel like that about Charlie. I have my son and an angel daughter and it makes me so sad that it might be the only daughter I get. And then I feel bad because I feel like I'm being ungrateful for having her at all. Wow we really are programmed to be guilty trippers aren't we!!

Gotta run girls. Thinking of you all, all the time and I agree totally with Zach's Mum about you lot... legends!!

love
Paula
xox