hey guys!
quick early morning post from me as i had to dive on before i left for work.
Laney - i understand the frustration at not having what you want in better confirmation but it does sound like things are ok! So please breath a mini sigh a relief! (and i know you'll continue to hold your breath anyway!!) I agree with the depression part -i am sure it has been a big part of me hitting a wall over christmas. i thought i was just so sad but then one day i was just like this has to be something greater than just being sad -i have never felt anything like it before.
So that is probably part of my nervousness going again -eventhough i want to. Confidence has been shot and all i know now is pregnancy = heartbreak but i will keep you all updated on the decision DFH and I make. Jan is most likely out for TTC anyway as that would (hopefully) result in a 3rd baby born in Oct and honestly it is hard enough with 2 already. But maybe jan conception is a lucky month for us, who knows! I still have AF so its a no go right now anyway. DS has still been talking about us having another baby and where he would sit in the car if i did. I even had to read "where did i come from?" to him and DD the other night in the cubby house and they then wanted to watch a birth video to see for themselves and onto youtube we went. DS was quite disappointed there were no "screams" as i have told him labour hurts but they were quite fascinated all the same. It was an interesting night. But again, still surprised that a baby is on his mind almost as much as it is on mine, esp when we don't talk about TTC in front of them.
Teagz - glad you posted, although i get the lurking thing too! i wanted to rip my brothers girlfriends eyeballs out i was so upset and angry but saying or doing anything would have caused a really ugly situation. And worse, she is a really lovely person otherwise. hope you find us a supportive bunch in here and i second your 2009 wish!!
hammi - sorry AF reared her ugly head!!! january here you come!!!
hgirs -happy your ultrasound went well! and you got some answers!
paula - no your not a cow! we know what you mean!
gotta go girls! am about 15mins behind schedule! oops!
xxjo