Oh Lan, I don't know much about temping but are you sure there isn't a chance? Does that downward spiral really mean that AF is on her way? February is our month!

Beata, your MD sounds like such a tosser, no wonder you're feeling so stressed about going back to work. You need to keep stress levels at a minimum and be in tip top mental condition for your upcoming transfer sweets so is there a possibility you can ask for a transfer to another department or speak to your HR department about how you feel? Otherwise, I suggest you start looking for something asap and then you can still be entitled to maternity leave by the time bubs is ready to arrive! It's so important you be happy and peaceful so really consider your options hun.

Teagz, Jo (AL'sM) once said to me when I was ranting in jealousy about my SIL pregnancy, that if I'm a terrible person, then she is too. We have all been there sweets and the reaction has pretty much been the same across our thread when people close to us announce a pg. It's very hard to deal with when we so long for our own, especially after suffering the worst imaginable pain when we lost our babies. You will get there, and very soon too. Beata also said something I will never forget, and that is, when you get pg, there are probably others that will be green with envy about you. Chin up sweets, you're not a bad person, just human. It will all be ok, I promise.

Dee, it's so stressful isn't it. I analyse every single twitch and pain but can't make anything out. I just have bbs that feel like they are going to explode and some slight cramping. You're right though, we are just going to have to be patient as there is no way of feeling proper symptoms with the amount of drugs in our system *sigh*

Hi Megan, oh how I am this is your month dear friend.

Teagz and Megan, to answer your question, I don't do the I might be pg thing so I'll stop doing this or eating this.... I know it's silly but I just feel like I'm going to jinx myself or something. I rarely drink so I don't have to worry about that so I pretty much continue on as normal. I don't think it's a bad idea to act like your pg in the 2WW though, hey anything that keeps you healthy and potentially help baby if there is one in there is a great thing.

Noni, going back to the hospital is very hard. Sending you strength to get through it hun. I hope you get the answers you need from your doctor so you can TTC again and that the chance of it happening again is zero

Have a good night girls and a big hug and hello to everyone.