Hi lovely ladies,

Where has the weekend gone???!!! I swear, as I get older, the time just disappears right in front of my eyes....

Bec, I'm really sorry to hear of your friend daughter's baby. Whenever I hear of another baby/child passing away, it just breaks my heart. What a wonderful person you are for giving some advice to your friend to pass on about SANDS and Sids and Kids and collecting little momentos, these things have helped me enormously with my own loss.

Aries, GL hun in your 2WW, I really pray you get your much wanted BFP

Hi Samcougar, welcome back hun! It's been a while! I'm really excited that you're TTC ATM, I hope your wait isn't too long. On the topic of feeling guilty TTC another baby and feeling like you're trying to replace the one you've lost, I've felt exactly that in the begining and I still do sometimes. I still often wonder if I got pg with another boy, how I would feel about him and Joshua. Some days, I wonder if I would look at my litlte boy and wonder if Joshua would have looked the same after he was born at full term, and when the new baby is 1, 2, 3 or how ever old, if Joshua would have looked the same. I suppose I will never know, but I feel so cheated sometimes b/c Joshua should be here. He never had the chance at life outside. But I often catch myself thinking about my 'unborn' baby as 'him', how strange. I guess I don't think about possibly having a girl, my mind is still wrapped around a little boy. I know I will love a little girI just as much, but I think secretely I would like another chance of a little boy. Do I sound weird??

Megan, I guess I am the last one not counting Lan (where are you????). Perhaps she has got her BFP and it really is just me!!! Oh my goodness, so much pressure!!! haha.
Thank you so much for your encouragement hun and your prayers, they mean the world to me . Hopefully I will have some exciting news for you soon!
I am praying you have a nice sticky bubs in there and your 12 week scan is all good!
And we'd love for you to stick around and support us hun, you have been an absolute inspiration to us all here

Well, AFM, I will be testing from tomorrow for my surge and off for my bloods probably end of next week. Not long to go now, I am praying with all my might my little embie is a strong, resilient little fighter and thaws out well

Baby dust and sticky vibes to Bec, Samcougar & Aries (no Megan now!! woo hoo!!!!).

Big hi to everyone else, and thanks heaps again for your lovely thoughts, wishes & prayers.

Love and hugs
B xxxxxxxxx