Bec - woohoo! Congratulations! That is amazing news. I am SOOOOOOO happy for you. Wow that's three BFPs in as many weeks isn't it? Or at least it feels like it is!! I can understand your mixed feelings at the moment hun, but do try not to worry too much. And I hope the memorial service helps you along your grieving pathway. You are such a strong lady and I am sure you'll be an amazing mother to your new bub!