Hi Cheryl,

I'm sorry that you got a BFN, but it sounds like a good sign that you know you ovulated & that AF is hopefully coming soon - if she's going to turn up this month. It would be a huge step forward for you if your cycles return to normal. I hope you are finding the time to take time out for YOU! I think that is really important. I really feel for you & your grief for Ryan I am sure that the stress etc has affected your body, but its still good to grieve when you feel you need to, but keep up the positive thoughts as well. I'm sure things are going to really start to improve for you. Praying that your baby shows up soon hun

Take care
x