Hi Tess, welcome and so very sorry you find yourself needing to be here. You will find a wealth of love and support not to mention the all elusive...understanding and knowledge that only experiencing this loss can give you from these lovely ladies in here. We have formed ourselves a bit of a group here...although three have fallen pregnant in the last couple of weeks...numbers are dwindling. Hope the fortune rubs off on you too.
I am so sorry that your baby Matthew grew wings too soon in life hun.
My fingers are crossed that you find yourself staying a short time. I hope your feelings this month are on the mark and you find yourself excited and nervous for all the right reasons. 5mths is not very long ago, take care and be gentle.
Good luck Tess xoxoxo