Thanks Gigi1,

I appreciate your kind words. It is hard to know where to turn for support as MC is still a subject that makes most people uncomfortable.

I appreciate your questions and they make sense but I am so confused I really don't know what I think the problem is. I just know there has to be a reason for repeated MC. I seem to have spent the past 6 months glued to my computer researching any possible causes.

I agree that hormones in my case might be a problem but I'm not sure how to find out what part they are playing in my MC's and what to do about them. I know my diet isn't great and that I seem fatigued ALL the time (although probably due to my being totally emotionally drained).

My latest theory is NK cells so I am going to ask my FS about that on my next visit (wednesday week). My FS has also referred me for a Factor V Leiden test to be done next week. Otherwise I am at a loss as is everyone else that has looked at my history.

I just know it is heartbreaking at the moment. I am driving myself crazy with irrational thoughts such as - that as I am still awaiting AF my second HCG tests were wrong and that the levels have really climbed. I know it is not possible but this rollercoaster really messes with my head and I want to hold onto any little bit of hope as crazy as that hope is!!!

Gigi1, once again thanks for your kind words.