Just a quickie from me this morning, got a phone call from my OB yesterday (yes on a Sunday!!) & she has spoken to the specialist in Melbourne that we saw last year. Anyway he agrees with her that the levels that came back in the anticardiolipin (sorry not antiphilsophid like I thought) test are significant. So I am having the levels retested, she wrote out a path form for me yesterday & will send it over with the clinic staff today (they are in another town from us but they come across to our town & hold an antenatal/ gyno clinic once a week on a Monday here) for me to pick up & have done. And they both think that even if the levels come back different or not as high they will more than likely treat another pregnancy with low dose daily aspirin & if levels are same or higher then maybe introduce the clexane injections. So I guess we'll see. I'll go & have the BT tomorrow coz I work this afternoon & in between that I have to get James ready to go to care while I'm at work so will run out of time (probably wouldn't if I got my butt off here!!) in the hopes that she will have the results by the time we have our follow up appt after my hysteroscopy.
Anyway girls I may not be back on until Wednesday afternoon as DH & I are going away tomorrow nite for the nite just the two of us ~ DH is turning 40 on Saturday & all he wants is for us to go away just the two of us overnight so we are!! So if I don't see you before then (I'm assuming tonite will be busy with packing & getting everyone organised! but you never know) I wish you all well & will catch up then.
I had a better day yesterday, not sure why, it is funny how our emotions change so quickly and I feel like I can't control them. When I am feeling down, that is it, nothing can bring me up. I spent most of Saturday night in Cooper's room talking to him. This made me feel better. My psych asked me last week if I imagine what Cooper says to me when I talk to him. I never had but Saturday night I was talking to him and imagining what he would be saying back to me. It was like we were having a conversation and it was a nice feeling.
Yesterday we started Cooper's gardens - moving some pots and things around to make room for the new garden. Hopefully by next Sunday it is all done and I will be able to sit there and talk to Coopie and write in my journal. I just feel like I need this garden. I hope it turns out perfectly, just how I picture it in my head.
Kirsty - I hope you enjoy your night away with DH and happy birthday to your DH. Good luck with your tests. I hope you get the results that you are looking for.
Spring - I have been thinking about you and wondering if you have your I hope you do!!!! I can totally understand how nervous you are. You should definitely NOT feel selfish if you get your - that is why we are all here. When you get it you deserve to be jumping up and down and screaming with excitement. I can understand if you don't get too excited now until it is confirmed as I can only imagine it will be nervous time. I would feel the same way. You won't be kicked out - if you do get a BPF i would love to know how you are going
Clare - good luck with you scan on Wednesday. I will be thinking of you. Let us know how you go.
Mel - thank you so much for sending me pictures of Nicholas - he is absolutely gorgeous!! You should be so proud and I am honoured to have seen him. Thank you.
I too am struggling with my weight. I have PCOS so it is hard to lose the weight. I am walking twice a day and eating healthy, so hopefully it comes off as I'm sure yours will too.
I hope you do!!!! I can totally understand how nervous you are. You should definitely NOT feel selfish if you get your 
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