Well AF arrived this morning Good news is though the OPK must be accurate as I got it 15days after getting a +ve OPK result.. At least I know I must be ovualting.. Better luck next month hey.. I will start testing again day 9 same as I did last cycle.. I fly to Sydney today to see my Mum and brothers Yay.. On the bright side at least I can have a couple of wines with Mum

Butterfly forever - I totally get where you are coming from.. It took me a bit to come to terms with whether I should TTC again.. I wanted a baby, but I didn't want any baby you know, I wanted Taite and Seth.. I was worried if I did fall pregnant if I would feel different towards the baby.. I knew I would love it, but didn't want to have in my mind it was the 2nd best baby, we only had you cos Taite and Seth died, kind of thoughts.. I don't know if that makes sense to you or not, but thats how I felt.. I feel I am over that though now.. All takes time..

Chez - for this cycle

And hello to everyone else.. I am hopeless with personals, I have trouble remembering what everyone has said!! lots of for everyone.. I am going to get ready, I have TAFE for 2hrs today before I have to leave for airport..