OMG!!! I might be off the TTC bandwagon for another 18 or so months..

Reason is this: I have just been advised that from the Aged Care course I am doing we can get direct entry to doing Endorsed Enrolled Nursing, which would mean I wouldn't have to apply through QTAC and sit STAT tests etc..

Which is great news, but the condition is I would have to start next semester.. I don't have long to think about it and it is such a big decision.. The course is like $6000 so it means if I got pregnant or if I didn't like it, it would be a lot of money to waste.. So if I choose to go for it Baby plans definitely have to be put on hold..

I have no clue what the right thing is to do.. Maybe thats why AF came this month?? I am seeing a psychic on Sunday, I am not heavily into them, but it would be interesting to see what she says.. Decision time.. I just don't want to make the wrong one.. Another 18months of full time study and I would have to work as well.. I don't think I can expect DP to support me for another 18months.. (I would feel different if we had kids) Anyway, I am rambling and I have mixed feelings.. I think I have to go for it though.. If I don't I may never get into nursing.. This is scary!!! If you got through all this reading you are great!! I tried to paragraph it to make it easier to read