Chez- how wonderful for you hun, to see that heartbeat and feel that joy again. I bet it was a 'hold your breath' moment and now you can day by day come to terms with the fact that this is really happening. This baby is coming. So thrilled for you sweet. You deserve the world. xoxoxo

Tess- I used to get really really angry. I still do once in a while but less often than before. I would want to scream at people...lash out. I have also had the irrational thoughts of 'maybe i am going through menopause' too. What are we like hey??!! I can't blame my probs on old eggs yet...i had plenty of opps earlier in my life to fall pregnant and never did too. I am sure it is the clomid playing with your body hun. I have had friends really struggle with symptoms for that stuff. I am hopeful that Matthew was not your last child. You will have another, i am sure. xoxo
Well it is in the next couple of days that you will find out hun. Good idea to wait another day. I am still so hopeful for you sweet. I hope this is it and you get a sweped off your feet with surprise! xoxoxoxo Thinking of you and sending you hope. xoxoxo