Hi Sarahrach

Welcome to our thread, I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful boys. I wish we could have met under better circumstances, but all of us here understand your loss and how hard it can to make that decision to start TTC again. I found the physical connection part was hard for me, even though I was very much connecting to my DH on an emotional level. You will know when the time is right, and the important thing is not to rush and do it when you are ready, not according to some external schedule.

I hope your stay here is a short one.

oxo