TTC after Late Loss, Recurrent Miscarriage or Stillbirth ~ #4 2011

[Freya]

Ugh honestly, sometimes I wish I had 48hrs in a day and not 24. I have to be the flakiest poster on earth lol

Ahurani, I hope your stay here is short. Can I just say, Hayley is just magnificent. What a beautiful little girl.

Sky, how Moo feeling now? Vomitting seems to be doing the round lately, so many people I know are down with it. Thankfully we seem to skip it. Like I said before, Jack is just gorgeous with those big chubba cheeks.

Dory, congrats on becoming a mod! I hope theyre going to let you step into the M/c & Loss mod role. You'll do a fabulous job! And happy 6mth birthday to Hannah too!

Chez, congrats on reaching 24wks! With my Ds2 I had alot of pre term labour complications until I delivered him and I can remember the relief I felt everytime 2 more weeks passed. Getting to the 24wk mark of viability was great. Im certain bub will bake a bit longer for you though and we'll all be here to cheer you on!

Blessedatlast; happy to see you here! Clomid is a biatch, but dont worry we'll help distract you from your mood swings. I hope you have success this cycle!

AFM, Im feeling in limbo a bit. Dh is ridiculously keen to get me pregnant ASAP, before he goes away til next year. Me, well Im not all that keen. I just cant let go of the fear I guess. I mean, we know what caused our losses and we have a very easy solution to raise our chances to normal for a healthy full term pregnancy. But the idea of having do sit on tenterhooks for 10mths makes me want to hurl, not to mention the Dr basically warning us that the particular disorder I have can increase the risk of 2nd/3rd trimester loss and stillbirth so even though we have a plan we should not count our chickens, we've been lucky enough that all Ive had are first trimester losses (and the close shave with Ds2).
Im so desperately want another baby though. Im just going to have to pray like mad and jump in feet first.

So its CD 19 I think. Im pretty sure we missed ovulation but who knows, my cycle has been whacky since having Ds3. Guess we'll see in a few more weeks.