Tashybabe - you are doing fantastically in my books. What you have been through beggars belief.
No wonder you are paranoid - I would be too - you can't help but look for answers to your many questions & to try & ensure you never have to go there again!
Glad you & DH got through Fathers Day ok & hope you cope ok with the upcoming dates.
Anyway, just a quickie from me tonight - much love, peace & babydust to all x
Tash I completely get the paranoia...been there hun and often still visit. Here if you need to chat more about it. I will be able to type more tomorrow. Wonderful idea for your ob babe, getting all your info together prior...you are an 'ideas girl!' xoxo You have had a full on time lately love and you are doing so well with it. As well as can be expected. Huge hugs. xoox
Tess, Blessed, and MT2- gla dto knwo you are all still hanging round. Love and hugs to you all.
AFM- Sorry i have not great news. AF arrived and kicking my butt today. Went to see a movie tonight and regretably ate too much **** and now i feel horrid. Why do i not learn. Anyway, got some yoga in before discomfort got too bad. Going to watch some tv now and chill.
The last couple of days have been great for my photography though. I got to take some newborn shots of a friends baby and did a short course where i got to learn some night time tips. I got some fantastic shots of the laser show on the river. Some of night traffic. One of which i might even get to sell. Very exciting. i posted a couple and I am gob smacked at the response from people. Made me feel proud and surprised at how far i have come. I have got more to learn...anyway that is me for tonight.
I am gutted to the soul and tired of this battle tonight...weary of it all. I just don't know. What more must i learn, how much stronger must i be.
We talked for the first time in a long time today about fostering and looking into it further.
Love to all and thanks so much for your well wishes. xoxo
Gigi - I am gutted for you too love. Hugs & hopes for the month ahead x
Off to a nice restaurant tonight for DH's bday tomorrow.
Taking the little people also - DD is all dolled up in a new dress for the occassion - bless
her attitude filled little socks xx
A big HI to all x
Gigi - I'm so so sorry. The journey is tiring. I just wish it wasn't so unfair..
Tashy- for you too. I hope your sleep starts to improve again for you. The grief is so hard to deal with alone, let alone when you can't sleep. Regarding your paranoia, I doubt anyone who knows what you have been through would not be understanding of that.. Paranoia too is a horrible thing. You need your sleep and strength to deal with that too. Are you getting any help for lack of sleep?
Mummytotwo - the restaurant sounds lovely. Hope you have a great time!
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