Tashybabe - you are doing fantastically in my books. What you have been through beggars belief.
No wonder you are paranoid - I would be too - you can't help but look for answers to your many questions & to try & ensure you never have to go there again!
Glad you & DH got through Fathers Day ok & hope you cope ok with the upcoming dates.
Anyway, just a quickie from me tonight - much love, peace & babydust to all x