I am sorry to be really antisocial lately but we havent had internet since we moved and it was just too difficult to get on and post at work, had a peak every now and then though. But... we have internet as of today
If its ok I wont do personals, I just cant possibly read through everything I have missed. But I would like to say:
Kat - I am so sorry, I was gonna call tonight but didnt hear from you so figured you werent up to it. You have been in my thoughts though, and I want to send you a big I know how heartbreaking it is - you think life is cruel and then it decides to just give you one more slap for your efforts.
Klee - Congratulations, you so deserve it after all the hard yards youve put in. Now can you tell DF that I said Congrats?
Aunty M - Congratulations to you too, for a very sticky bub and a very happy and healthy pregnancy.
Deb - Congrats on finding out you have a Colleen
Klee and Bailey have done a good job of keeping you up to date with IVF so now I just have to work out how to do an IVF ticker (saw one the other day and thought I gotta get me one of those).
We had a birthday party for Nicholas on Saturday and for those who are interested I have updated Nicholas' web page with some pics and a journal entry about how it went.
Best be off, DH had his kids for the first time in 6 weeks this weekend so we are due for some quality sit-down-watch-a-movie time. I have this week off work because of Nicholas' birthday and DH is working at home so we dont have to get up too early in the morning.
Glad you havent forgotten me, was starting to worry LOL
Take care everyone, and I will eventually get up to speed with whats going on around here.
Hey welcome back Mel I was starting to miss you!
Only yesterday I sent you a message via Klee's PM (she might not have got it yet)
I had a look at Nicholas's site, looks like it was a special b'day party for him (but then he's a special boy) I love his cake & his memory box!
I so wish I could do something like that for Storm, but my family just wouldn"t 'get' it! IYKWIM?
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Mel I am soooo glad that you are back, we all missed you like crazy.
I have just looked at Nicholas' website and read your journal entry. Babe the tears are just streaming down my face. You were so very brave to make the day so special for your little boy. It must have been so hard but in some ways healing. I only have a month or so until my little boys first birthday so I hope that I can be as strong as you. He really is your angel.
To everyone else, take care and know that I am always checking on you.
morning ladies
mel - welcome back we missed you, even though we were still in contact it just wasn't the same in here without you.
i just wanted to say that saturday was so beautiful, almost breathtaking if that word can be used in this instance. nicholas would be so proud of you two, i can just picture him beaming so proudly, reading his messages, looking at the other angels saying "see all that love down there, thats for me".
Firstly i would like to say thankyou all, i have felt all your thoughts and wishes and klee has passed on your love, thankyou all, i was a bit of a mess, but i would have been alot worse if it wasn't for all of you!!!!
Things are still a little weird- BE PREPARED FOR TMI
So i got Af on thursday night it was brownish at first, then really red and a few clots, some bigger than others. I was in imense pain, belly cramps etc. AF has been like this ever since i got it back after Z. Shane went to work on Fri and took the phone as i wasn't expecting any amazing news from the dr, well the receptionist ppl called to call me in- shane made the appt and came home to get me. We went in just expecting to be told that i wasn't preg, when we got there i said, "well i know im not pregnant, my period started last night" Straight away he asked if it was normal, because my blood test had come back with the level 9 now apparently 2 is not pregnant, but anything over that is "could be" and as i have read from judy's post, it can go up to the hundreds so i am not holding my breath. He wants me to do another test on tuesday just in case.
However- AF has slowed down, and is still very red and it really only went for 2 days full on, not what i would expect if i was expelling what i think i had in there. So i just dont know. i may be in for more heartache yet. Or i may still have a little something in there fighting hard to stay.
I have to be quick- i will try to be back later.
love to all
And many many many many thanks!!
xoxoxxo
kat - everything is crossed for you, except the obvious cause its o time lol (hope that made you laugh), let us know once you find out,
jo - here's hoping af stays away for the next 9 months anyway
the clouds are finally closing in here, bring on the rain
Klee - WooHoo - huge congrats babe! DH and I were together for 7 years before we got married so it is worth the wait!
Jo - thanks for your message - it means alot to me I hope that wicked witch stays away from you, otherwise I will come down there and kick her @rse!!!!
Kat - I am so sorry babe I thought with you big positive attitude that you might just get your bfp. Thinking of you and sending you a big big
Mel - it was good to chat today. I have been thinking of you all weekend and will continue to especially on Wednesday. You have a beautiful little angel who would have had a ball up there in the clouds with all those balloons. You and DH are beautiful parents and I'm sure Nicholas knows how special he is to have wonderful parents like you.
morning jo, sorry arvo now, how are you? any signs on the big bad witch?
my day is going well, very manic here though so not going to be around much, we are getting internet at home this week so i will be able to go online at home, woohoooo
thanks for all the congratulations, i said to df last night, how about march, he tells me march is too soon, my reply tomorrow is not too soon after 9 years, lol, will see what happens
hope everyone is well
What a bummer, i just wrote a post and realised i wasn't logged in and now i have to start again!! oh well, here goes again
Thankyou everyone for Angel Fathers Day messages. My DH had a sad day, but he liked his pressies ( i got him a new mobile and a stainless steel kettle)
He says to say thankyou to everyone for their thoughts, he is glad he is not alone and he hopes all the other daddies got a bit spoiled too.
MEL Yay mel is back online!! I have missed you in here, even tho i have been texting you non stop, it is nice to read your posts.
I am glad you opened my package a day early, what ever helps you through these sad days is good for me. It took me a while to find everything, i dragged my poor mum through all the shops saying "No, thats just not quite right. I will know it when i see it" and i did. I take my hat off to you and DH, i am positive that Nicholas was so very proud of his mummy and daddy for having the strength and love to put on such a special day for him and for yourselves. I love Klee's discription of him looking down at all his love, it is so true. Big warm hugs to you both for tomorrow and every other day you are without your angel.
KLEE I think March would be a lovely time to get married. Will it matter when you get pregnant? Will you rush in and get married first before you start showing or wait until you loose all the excess baby weight? I had a friend who got engaged, set the date and then got preg, it was too late to change everything so she ended up being about 7 months preg at the wedding. And she broke her toe so she ended up barefoot and pregnant walking down the eisle!! She still looked beautiful, her only problem was she had to remake some of her dress coz she just kept getting bigger!!!
I am off computer duties on tuesday now- i had to wait till i actually finished work to get on, Can you beleive that? And it gets worse, i think the chicken lady logged in here on fri and read all the stuff i wrote coz when i logged in on Mon it said i had been in here on Fri, and i was at home in bed when i was Supposedly in here. I have unclicked my rememeber me box, i just have to keep it on while i am in here (or as i found out i loose posts) and then remember to log off. Its a bit sad, but i cant think of another explaination and she has been off me for the last few days so it all makes sense. Naughty Katti for bit#hing about her, i will have to watch that!
And yes i did laugh at the appropriate moment in your post!! Keep those legs open wide, let those little swimmers swim!! Remeber my tips!!
JO I am crossing everything for you (i still have a few more days till i open wide!!) I hope that AF stays far far away. You sound really positive, i hope it makes all the difference!! When do you think you will test? I really want this to happen for us all soon!!Thankyou for my pM, every bit of support helps. Its nice to log on and find people are caring about me!! Thankyou
Its really just us 4 girls trying here at the moment right? Maybe we can all graduate together, and if any of us are left behind, i am sure we can all still jump over to the other thread together to save everyone having to do both as it is basically all the same ppl. I hope we all fall togetherish, that would be cool.
Well it is too late for my BT today so i will go tomorrow as i have the day off and i am not really expecting my levels to be up at all so it can wait till tomorrow, then it has been a week anyway. I am going to check in with the Big Belly Ladies
Take care everyone and for Jo
xoxxo Katti
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congrats!! i don't think you sound childish at all - it means a lot! yippee & woo hoo! hugs for you all, and Phoebe too!
Congratulations, you so deserve it after all the hard yards youve put in. Now can you tell DF that I said Congrats?
for a very sticky bub and a very happy and healthy pregnancy.
I was starting to miss you!
So i just dont know. i may be in for more heartache yet. Or i may still have a little something in there fighting hard to stay.
for Jo
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