Thanks for the welcomes. I am feeling quite good today, in a positive frame of mind. I have realised that even when I am thinking negative thoughts (which I am extremely good at!), so long as I am doing positive things, like finding a new Ob etc, it gives me the pick me up I need. I had more flowers arrive today which are lovely. The counsellor from SIDS also dropped off an outfit made for the size of a 20 week gestation baby, it is adorable and I will add it to Nathaniels' memorial box.

I feel really good about booking in to see the naturopath and the new Ob. I think 2008 is going to be a good year for all of us (and that is not something I would have been able to believe then alone even think this time last week).

Have a lovely Christmas and take care.