TTC after Recurrent Miscarriage/Stillbirth or Loss after the 1st trimester ~ OCT07#2

[CeCeSays]

hi y'all!

jo- I am sorry you have to be on hold for a while. Maybe your body, in defiance, will go the au naturale route?

georgie- I am so sorry the witch arrived.

Naomi- Sisters can be a real pain in the bum. I don't think I could muster up the strength or forgiveness to go.. so in my book. you are a super STUD! My sister delivered a few weeks after our loss and still gripes at me for ruining her baby shower by calling her and telling her I had just lost Eli. She also has 2 nannies one for AM one for PM and just hired an Au paire from Germany for when she returns to work. I hate to sound evil... BUT I am so angry that someone who has never loved anything more than money and herself and hasn't changed a single diaper (he's 3 mos old now) gets to have a perfect little bundle and I ... well... you know. Wow. I am bitter and mean. ahem, I digress... if you can't go.. don't go. I mean, your heart is healing and its a slow damned process. Give yourself a break even if family won't. HUGS!

AuntieM- I am sorry you are hurting today. I find that your heart and words give me strength... you are an awesome woman and you have my prayers.

I *think* I ovulated b/c I got a temp shift ... but it was on the day of my first pos OPK. So I am confused and irritated. We got in some good lovin' but I am so compulsive I want to know which day I O'ed. Darnit. Im crampy right now... so maybe my temp this AM was on the way up? Heck, I dont know.

Hugs to everyone.
CeCe

[Lynn]

Cece - hoping you caught the eggie Good luck this month - hope to hear a bfp from you very very soon.

Auntie M - Yeti is giving you a big big hug and knows how much you love and miss him. Why are we always on different parts of the rollercoaster?!?! Maybe so we can be there for each other when the other one is on the down. Big hugs to you babe :hugs:

Naomi - Sisters! I have one like that too - unfortunately there are a few of us. In a way it is good to hear because sometimes I think that it is me with the issues but then reading other people's stories it makes me realise that some people just don't get it and we do expect that those close to us will............but this just doesn't happen. What I have come to realise is that I need to look after myself and that is what you need to do as well. You have gone through so much and continue to go through so much and you need to put your own emotions and feelings first. Big big hugs to you The common thing I always see is that our sisters have things at certain times that are so precious and important to us. Obviously some of these can't be helped but it makes you wonder.........have we not suffered enough? Stop kicking us while we are already down!!!!

Georgie - sorry that the wicked witch arrived. I hope she is kind to you and that it is the last time she visits for a very very long time.

SB - you've been quiet lately - I hope everything is ok. How have you been?

Judy - good luck for the IUI - sending you heaps and heaps of positive vibes

Jo - I hope you don't need to worry about the fs appointment - I'm hoping so much that your little body does the trick for you very very soon. I have everything crossed for you and I hope to hear some wonderful news from you soon. Thinking of you

Mel -

Hi to anyone I may have missed - hope you all have a good weekend