Hi Everyone
Having a crap week - Ethans due date tomorrow - and I am crying at everything and everyone. No one has remembered and so when I am upset people ask "whats wrong?". I may be asking too much but why am I the only one who remembers??

CeCe - I really am not the one to talk given the saga of my sisters upcoming "event" - but if its too hard for you then tell her "no"! She is only doing it to make herself feel better and this is about you and your family coping with a really hard day - not easing other peoples guilt!

If I could not attend the event next week without casuing WW3 I would be staying home under my doona, sobbing my heart out for what should have been!

I wont be able to get on email tomorrow so I am posting this for my baby today - hope no one minds?

To my precious Ethan - This week you should have been born into my arms and I still cannot believe you are not here with us! I hope you are not in any pain and that Mum Packer is looking after you. I hope you have made friends with all the other precious angels and that you are laughing!

All my love Mummy