I am still so undecided about ringing the hopsital. I have been thinking about it heaps and just dont know what to do. I have been watching DP reaction to it all, and I think he wants to leave it be. I just wonder if I do ring and we find out there was an error, I am going to grieve Max all over again. I mean I thought I had a boy, said goodbye to my boy, then if bubs was in fact a girl I have to say goodbye to Max again and then grieve my girl. Does that make sense? I don't know if I am up to all that grieving.
I know what you mean Deb, I felt all along that this baby was in fact a boy, and was not at all surprised when they told us that at the beginning.
Anyway, I think for know I will leave it be. Sometimes the truth is harder to deal with then living a llie. It's the same with seeing his photos, I want to badly but I know he wont look anything like I pictured him too so I am happy with my own visions.
Anyway this has turned into a lot longer post than I intended.
Deb all the best for your u/s, I hope you have a nice healthy follie waiting there.
Spring, your night in sounds wonderful. Sometimes the crappiest whether always results in the best days. I am glad you have such support from your parents. I cant wait to see my Mum again, it's been 4 months I know there will be tears. Mums always know how to put things right.
I started POAS (OPK) today and of course negative but I am only CD 7, couldn't help myself, but good old womens day stars say I am going to be having a very fertile month - awesome.
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