Spring - Have a nice time in Brissy, pity we missed each other by a couple of days. But oh well thems the breaks.
Deb - I cannot believe I was in your area and didnt catch up I am so disappointed, how great would that have been? We were in Maleny on Monday and OMG the fog was absolutely amazing, we could barely see more than 10m in front of us and we couldnt see the street signs until we were right on them. We ended up stopping at this really nice restaurant for a coffee, it was just near the turn off to the cheese factor which took us like an hour to find LOL. My friend and I have said we want to go back at some stage, we especially want to go to Eumundi markets, so next time I will definitely keep you in mind.
Lynn - I am so sorry you are feeling so flat today I understand how easily those positive thoughts can turn negative, but please dont give up hope yet. As you know I had not one symptom except for a missed period when I was pg with Nicholas. What is it with AF being due on our boys 6 month birthdays - remember mine came on that day as well. I remember how hard it was and I so hope you dont have to go through that, I am keeping all digits cross for great results on Monday. I know it is hard, but try to remain positive - you have more than good chances. And the question about how much can one person take... I ask myself that all the time, and each month that goes by feels like the load is heavier to carry but there has to be a light at the end of the tunnel eventually
Bailey - Gotta love GI Joe LMAO! Will reply to your email in a min.
Klee - I am sorry you are having a rough day, I hope your headache goes really soon. I saw Maria's post, hopefully she will come in and say hi to everyone. I am so glad she found BB.
Tess - Congrats on great results.
Well I have lost track of where I am at now so I will just say a big hi to everyone else and I hope you are all doing great.
I started my next temp assignment today and I absolutely HATED it It is in a public hospital and everyone there is so slack, they all just sat around talking ALL day and I worked my little (or big LOL) butt off! I was so not happy, and they were not prepared at all for a temp. My printer wasnt working and I had to get it working myself cause noone had any idea what they were doing. They tried to help me, but hindered me more than anything. One of the ladies tried to tell me that I shouldnt started the names of medications with a capital letter - WTF??? Which school did they go to??? And the worst bit is that one of the ladies daughter is booked in for a caesar in a couple of weeks and I heard nothing but her going on and on and on and on about this damn baby all day! Her daughter had an appointment with the anaesthetist and I swear you would think she was having open heart surgery the way she was carrying on - ringing her every 5 mins to check if she was going ok. And she said that in the time she is on leave (which I am covering her for) she is going to bring the baby in to meet everyone! OMG what have I done in this life to keep being put through this crap? The only good thing is that she was so wrapped up in herself she didnt ask if I had any children - probably a good thing for her because I had decided that if she did I was going to tell her the truth, and maybe then I wouldnt have to listen to it. Anyway, the agency is going to try to get someone to replace me cause I just cant be in a place where it is like that.
Anyway, I guess it didnt help that I started my day with a BFN I guess I can write this month off considering I am due for AF Saturday. I have no symptoms and I am starting to feel those "bowel" symptoms you get just prior to AF (I think Klee may have eluded to them earlier), life sucks! This will be 8 months that we have been TTC now - what more can we do? Why is it so hard to fall? I am becoming increasingly frustrated and angry about life and I am sick of being unhappy all the time!
On that cheery note I guess I will go now.
Take care everyone,
Mel
Last edited by Mel1977; May 24th, 2007 at 09:41 PM.
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