TTC after Recurrent Miscarriage/Stillbirth or Loss after the first trimester Sept '07

[~StarBright~]

Thanks, i had to write the date like 10 times, i hate that.

i just did a short shift in the bar and it was actually fun. I had no uncomfortable moments and no one who asked any questions!! Yay there is hope!! I even remembered what everyone drinks!! They were all stoked that i remembered too!!!!! It felt good to be in there, coz i really did like my job. I like making the customers feel special, it is so easy and it makes such a difference in peoples day when they get a smile and a nice chat instead of attitude!! I like to spread happiness!!

I am heading home now to walk my doggies and have husband time!!

Hello to everyone, sorry i have been slack on personals, i will be back to my good old form soon! See ya all in a few days!!

Klee- keep me updated PUHLEASE!!!

Goodnight xoxo

[Mel1977]

Hi guys - man lets hope I can do this quickly before DH arrives at train station expecting a lift

Klee - You know my feelings on it - but for your sake I will keep the green guys under my belt until we get a definite answer. so many coming your way... and if its what we think it is, you know what that might mean

SB - for you today. You spread happiness all around, not just at work - you have definitely brought a few smiles to my face over the months.

Judy - Not much going on with IVF, Synarel started Saturday and now we wait... I hate waiting! Hope those OPKs arrive quick smart, not long to go!

Jo - Ditto Judy's bit... So with DHs problem where does that leave you with TTC? Sorry if I seem dumb, I am just wondering if they can like get it out somehow and inseminate you?

Hi to everyone else.

OK so I got my ACa results (anticardiolipin antibodies) and first I knew about it was a message on the answering machine last night from my OB saying "really good news, the BT shows a negative result for the antibodies which looks really good for your next pregnancy". So in a spin and confused I have tried to contact him all day but we keep missing each other, but then when I got home there was a letter in the mail saying that "the levels measured extremely low and they consider this to be a really good sign for a subsequent pregnancy". I am going to ring him tomorrow again but I am just so spun by all this. Firstly what it means is that if my levels are that low then in the end I really dont have a cause for Nicholas' death afterall I wasnt aware that you could be positive for such a thing and then all of a sudden test negative. I am so confused. And noone who knows about this stuff is around anymore to help so I just feel a little lost (Kat, you will get what I am on about). So now I have even more reason to fear the next pregnancy because we dont have anything to work with. I thought these fears and the hurt and sadness would subside a little now that his birthday has gone, but in all honesty I just feel more hopeless!

And just my luck, one of the women I am working with this week is expecting a granddaughter on Friday (her daughter is being induced) and well do you think I have heard about anything but today? They have offered me work next week but I think I will have to say no, she is attending the birth so you can just imagine what she will be like next week. I have been accepted to work from home but they cant guarantee full time income until I have been doing it a few weeks. I think it would be better to risk it than put myself in such a difficult situation.

Anyway, thats my whinge for the day - will let you know once I speak to OB and get some info... if I dont lose the plot by then... life sucks and I hate it