Hi Girls,

Kristy - What a beautiful little girl you have, she is just gorgeous I am sorry she didnt stay with you, but she will always be there in your heart and in spirit :hugs: She is so lovely I am in tears!

Jo - Bummer about having to postpone the test, I hate that stuff you have to drink so at least it spared you that though! Storm's page is just beautiful, I got teary over yours as well. I just dont understand why any of this crap has to happen, it is so unfair and I am sorry for every one of us

Deb - Hope you and Col are doing well. Thanks for you help! I am still pondering what to do.

Nat - Yeah sort of have a plan, waiting for AF to arrive then have to start the pill for a month. We have our IVF initial consult on 31st July so from there we will have more of an idea of where we go from here. They sent me an info pack which said the whole process takes about 6-7 weeks - which means 6 weeks time is going to be alot to handle emotionally. It will be Nicholas' 1st birthday and also IVF at that time! But we will do what we have to do. How are you handling the quiet with DS back at school? Relishing it? Or missing it? Its probably a catch 22 situation I guess. You want some quiet but then you miss them when they are gone.

Judy - Firstly can I say you live in like my dream land! Oh to live so close to a chocolate factory For some reason my ticker is out 1 day and yesterday was CD28 so AF was due today. No signs as yet but I am pretty sure she will be arriving on the door step any minute now, but oh well I have kind of gotten use to it

Aunty M - I am so glad to hear you have lifted a little, unfortunately there will be ups and downs, and ok and not so ok days for a very long time to come. But it does help to know there are people going through similar things, and who can be there to support each other. Good luck with the visualisation, I have days where I can be positive but others where all hope is lost - I think that is pretty normal though. Its part of grieving and loss

Hi to everyone else, Bailey, Lynn, Georgie (M.I.A.), and also there are some gals who havent been around for a while so I hope you are all doing ok too.