howdy everyone.
Klee- you are right, there are signs from Yeti i am sure, but i need to open my mind to be able to see them. maybe the peace is just part of pregnancy?

Katti- yes, dh would probably not want to stand between me and the photos. i just know he'll look too (they are on his computer) and it will be so sad. the painted picture idea is so amazing, what a wonderful way to see Zahra every day! i'll be looking into that idea. i'm so glad you shared how you felt with Zahra & Darren - that you knew they were different. it goes to the heart of my fear that i don't want to replace Yeti but i want a live baby too.

Mel- moving is so stressful - good luck. i hope you are moving somewhere you like so unpacking is more fun. fingers crossed on the clomid.

i'm less down today, i'd like to say it is because i got used to working full time, but in reality it is because i got yesterday off as a "rain day". our mountain valley got 6 inches of rain in 8 hours, and the only paved road into the valley was washed out, and the phones and internet with it. so no one did any work other than stuff around home, which was so nice. gotta love when mother nature pulls off a good one that doesn't hurt anyone!