Thanks Aunty M, your right, something like that should have happened a long time ago, and it sort of did, there are still just those few people who dont come in to the pub that often. And its not til they see me that they think about asking. And i guess over the last few weeks i am feeling abit more positve since starting to try again that i am out there abit more with a smile on my face and a bounce in my step that some people just dont think anything was ever wrong.
Its funny, i spend all day in here openly talking about Darren and Zahra and evreything, but it doesn't hurt when i talk to all of you, i NEVER go home really sad because i have been in here. yet when i am face to face with someone talking about it, I do. I didn't really think about it til yesterday when i felt better after sharing what happenend. I didn't tell Shane, but i didn't feel i had to because i wasn't on the verge of tears all night or upset because i already got it out of my system in here.
So thankyou all for being here!!
Good news my boss has looked into getting me a lap top and we are doing it soon!!!!!!!!! She is the best boss in the whole world!!
I have started a TTC journal. Its under my name if you wanna look at it. I have got a little bit of my history in there, im not really sure what else i am supposed to write in there, i guess i will wait and see how it goes. Dont worry i will still be in here all the time too!! Do you girls have journals going???
Its very quiet in here, everyone must be very busy having a good time somewhere i hope!!
Goodnight everyone!!
Love Kat
Last edited by ~StarBright~; August 10th, 2007 at 05:25 PM.
: added bit about TTC journal
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