thread: TTC after Stillbirth/ Recurrent Miscarriage or Loss after 1st Trimester June 07 #1

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  1. #1
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    Dec 2006
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    Thanks Michelle! By the time I join the pg thread, you will have left! Look at your ticker go!! How are you feeling? Not long now and you will have that crying bubba in your arms.

    Hey Bailey! I'm still working on the ticker. Not sure I have found the 'right' one for me. I will look again today and add it to my sig. I don't think it has really sunk in yet so maybe that is why I am not rushing to do it. Maybe I should do it so I do believe it! Yes I messaged Spring yesterday and she rang me straight back. She is so cute! She was so excited, it was beautiful. At least when I do something crazy she will be able to say that it is normal because she has done it!!! DH is just beautiful, he is sooooo happy. All this week he would come home and say 'is bean still with us' and I would say yes (because AF hadn't arrived). Then I rang him yesterday after I got the news and all I said was hello and he said 'we have a bean don't we'. He could tell from my voice that it was good news. He said last night that he is scared and nervous because he really wants to bring this bubba home, and I said WE WILL!!! Then he said Coop is going to be a big brother, and I burst into tears. It is such an emotional roller-coaster ride already.
    I have booked in to see my ob in 2 weeks and I will see FS in 3 weeks for a scan. I am seeing my gp today (who is also a counsellor) so I think I have a lot of support (medically) around me. How are you feeling?

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    Dec 2006
    Sydney
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    Lynn - How sweet your DH is, I am meant to be working and I am here nearly crying. I am just so happy for you. I feel the same though, I was happy when I found out but almost right away it was balanced out by fear. I still feel it now a week and a half later, it is like it's almost not true or something, like it has still not sunk in. I know it will only get harder as it goes on, but I think that we just have to take it a day at a time. Well at least we all have eachother to talk eachother out of stupid thoughts and fears. Love the ticker!

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    Dec 2006
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    It is a lot to take in. To be honest I didn't think that it would have worked for me on my first cycle of FSH/IUI. My FS did say that it can take a few cycles to get the dose right so I didn't really think it would work. Also because I thought that I would have fallen the first cycle after Cooper and then when I was told that I wasn't responding to Clomid I just thought this is going to be a long, difficult journey.

    You are so cute. Stop crying babe (although it is very sweet ) My mum happen to ring right after I got off the phone to the clinic yesterday so I didn't have time to take in what they had said. When she said its mum, I just burst into tears. She said oh Lynn, tell me what happened. So after lots of blubbering, I said it worked. She said WHAT!! It worked, then what are you crying for! She thought because I was crying that it didn't work. She and dad were so excited. She is so cute, she said to me can I uncross my toes now because I have blisters! LOL! I can't wait till she comes home.

    It is great that we are only a week apart because we can talk about our fears together. This is going to be a bumpy journey, one of fears, excitement but ultimately at the end we WILL be bringing our bubs home

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    Feb 2007
    Sydney, NSW
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    Lynn - very exciting isn't it but a very emotional time - all you said i can totally understand - i think we are all going through exactly the same feelings at the same time/stage in our pgncy. I told my sister and some friends today at playgroup - i just burst out crying as it was so emotional again - they all cried too. But it is a very exciting time just the same.

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    Oct 2006
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    Hey girls - just a quickie from me to see how Lynn is feeling today, your DH is sooooo gorgeous LOL @ your mums comment

    Well after reading this page it has just sunk in that I am one of the very few in here without a pg ticker I am feeling pretty that I still dont have one, I mean its been 9 months on Tuesday since Nicholas was born. Dont get me wrong I am extremely happy for each and every one of you because I know what you have all been through and you deserve it so much. I guess I am just sitting here thinking that I deserve it too, but it seems mother nature doesnt agree

    Anyway, hope you are all feeling well,

    Mel
    Last edited by Mel1977; June 1st, 2007 at 02:24 PM.

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    Oct 2006
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    P.S. Deb - best of luck for your scan, cant wait to hear that Col is growing beautifully