Oh Mel, big big hugs to you I know exactly how you are feeling. Up until yesterday I was thinking that I would be the only one left in this thread. I never thought my time would come and then bang! It did. Your time is so very close, I can feel it. You deserve it, just as much as any of us. I will be hoping so much that your appointment next Thursday goes really well and they have a fantastic plan for you and in 4 weeks time you will be announcing your pg. Sending you the biggest hug ever!!