Deb - Wonderful news on the big all ok with Col, nothing better then that little heartbeating away, isnt it amazing how quickly you can see it! im so happy for you and very happy to hear your OB is so on the mark, not to many are like that! I take my citracal + D each and every night just before going to sleep! I found this great naturpath and she is going to make up a special pre pregnancy formular which I will start in July and keep taking till the end - I will do anything, even stand on my head if they told me it would help!

Lynn - Your so right it is a lifetime of grieve and we will never forget your little man nor anyone elses angel babies so dont ever feel that way, those that matter will always remember. We went down the beach and had dinner tonight and DS looked for "Cooper in the Sky" it was so special down there, stars out and the moon shimmer across the waves it looked like silver being sprinkled over the ocean and I thought all our angels were out there tonight, it was a very peaceful feeling. A very good omen for everyone in here.

Bailey - Oh I need to lose about 20 more kilos then so I go over really skinny and come back a little overweight! I cant wait.

Tommysmum - I wont be this/next month Im doing the whole getting the body mind and sprit ready for Sept/oct...making babies os!

Well we have to be a our game at 7.30am in the morning and even if DS is not well enough to play Mummy dearest is manager (WTF) I know how did this happen so I will still be going, so its off to bed for me very soon. Sweet dreams to you all and take a look at the moon tonight and tell if if anyone else feels that special feeling? or am I just going insane?

Luv Nat xxx