Mel - big to you babe. I know how hard it must have been just deciding to take down the nursery. You will know when you are ready. I hope your headache has gone. At least you got a day off work! I love having a sleep during the day. You are not a freak for the shrine you have for Nicholas, or I am one as well. I have 2 shrines. We have one in our bedroom with his birth certificate framed on the wall and then below that on our dresser is his urn, his toys and his memory box and a few framed photos. In our foyer we have a hutch and it has white oriental lillies, a candle I made with his name and DOB, cherub candle holders, butterflies, stars, anything that I buy in memory of him. I hope the S&K meeting goes ok tonight. You will be without your buddy, Klee. Well yeah I am having a bit or a rough time at the moment, but I can't complain can I? You are right, I just need to take a week at a time and before I know it I will be meeting *Hope*. I have heard that m/s is worse with a girl. I had it for about 4 weeks with Coop but it wasn't really bad. Anyway I will buzz you soon for a chat

Bailey - enjoy the m/s! And also I hope it eases up on you as well. I hope your dr appointment went well today.

Klee - it's a sign babe! Your little girl is with you everywhere you go I hope you are enjoying your holiday. Take care and we will *see* you soon

Aunty M & Avalanche - welcome. You will find loads of support here. These girls are the best!

Nat - big big big to you babe.

Spring - it must be awsome to have DH home. I hope you both enjoyed seeing lil Spring today.

Jo - hope you are well

Deb - I will be thinking of you tomorrow I'm sure everything will be fine and lil Col will be bouncing around! :hugs:

Hi to everyone else, hope you are all well.

Well I had my ob appointment today and all went well. He is such a wonderful, understand, caring man. He had tears as we spoke about Cooper. He said that he is positive that I will have a baby in my arms very soon and crying! I feel a bit better after seeing him because we have a plan, but I still want to feel pg!!!!!