Auntie M: I am so happy to hear that our little group brings you comfort. I am an addict, I tell you if I don't get my BB hit I get really anxious. Like Lynn said it is because the ladies here understand and you don't have to explain the way you feel, we just know exactly what you mean. It is also great that you managed to get through supper (we call it dinner over here in Aus) without crying. That may seem like a small thing but it is a huge achievement and shows that you are making small steps in the right direction.

Jo: I also have a bit of a shrine for Harry. It is in our bedroom and has his urn, teddies, a special box full of his memories, a necklace from Mel, some Police Recruit badges from his daddy. I kiss him morning and night. The other night I said to DH I want to put a blanket around his urn because it is so cold. I thought it might be a weird thing to do but DH said to do it because it felt right.

Lynn: I swear I admire you and the other ladies who have had to self inject, I don't know how on earth I would do it if I had to. I have to get my Anti D injection tomorrow and then hopefully that is it for a while.

Lv Spring