Hi again
Klee it would be GREAT if we could all catch up some time - there's nothing more normal for me at the moment than the time I spend talking with you girls in BB! Congratulations for you and the TTC decision. The hard bit for me was emotionally letting myself want it again - I found some self protection (momentarily) in pretending it didn't matter anymore. LOL as if!
I've just got back from the naturopath/irridologist I am seeing to help me rebalance my hormones, deal with the grief over loosing Alfie and to help deal with the grief should it never happen again. She told me my reproduction system still wasn't functioning at all at the moment because I'm still holding onto everything so tightly (DAH - putting on 10kgs since last Oct should have given me a hint). So we are starting the TTC journey with a bit of balancing of the hormones. Unfortunately she says part of my problem is that I'm trying to fill a void with a baby - instead of letting the baby come when it's ready for its own reasons - to be honest my nasty side says of course I have a void -we've been TTC for four years now! She believes that I have to strengthen my spirit/soul independently of a future child. - Buggar more work for me - I was kinda hoping she'd just give me a pregnancy/weight loss potion and send me on my way.
Re ovulation I've used the Maybe Baby one - it's the one where you put a bit of spit (sorry saliva) on the end of a tube and look at the pattern it forms - to be honest I got very confused and couldn't really tell the difference between the ovulating result and the not ovulating result. I thought I was ovulating at times when I shouldn't be (DH thought it was great)...so it means one of two things...I'm completely all over the shop OR I can use the ****thing properly.
Bailey I think I should have a look at the ones you mentioned - thanks for that! How are you going? You're doing a brilliant job - are you feeling sick?
AuntieM Hi to you - Yeti really is a cute name!

Better get back to work - hope everyone is well and that Mel you're resting and caring for yourself today.
Hi to everyone - Georgie