Susan, I'm going ok thanks for asking. Just taking each day as it comes. Some are good, some are ok, some are bad, all for various reasons. Don't get me wrong, I am happy to be pg, I just didn't realise it would be THIS hard. The fear of losing another baby is so strong and I just thank *Hope* each night as I go to bed for still being with me and I ask that she stays the whole time. I am trying to enjoy this pg but I'm anxious as well. So many emotions................

I hope that you and all the other girls are on this journey with me very very soon. The TTC journey is so hard, it's so frustrating, and so emotional. Sometimes I still can't believe that this little miracle is growing inside of me. I know what it took to get it and it truely is a miracle. I guess if we have learnt anything after losing our babies, it is how precious life is, and what a miracle a live, healthy baby is. *Hope* is going to be one spoilt bubba.