Deb - Well that seems pretty apt cause I believe Victory will be yours, I am so glad to hear Col is ahead of dates, all you hope for is to be normal for dates but ahead of is just a bonus WOOHOO! I can just imagine how hard these weeks are for you but if it means anything you have alot of people here for you, I hope the weeks pass as quickly as possible and as I said victory will be yours.

I have been keeping an eye but havent posted all that much cause its been quiet I guess... I havent got a date for IVF to start as yet, we have an appointment at Melbourne IVF on 31st July and we have to see a nurse, a counsellor and the accounts department and then I guess it is booked from there. I have to go on the pill for 4-6 weeks as of CD1 (not sure exactly when that is, maybe 1 and 1/2 weeks) to stabilise hormones and regulate cycle. I am really nervous about it to be honest, I havent heard anything about how they do IVF. Apparently they will do a frozen embryo cycle and I dont know how they do it or anything. I hope its not painful! I dont understand how we have gotten to this point but the fact is we have, sobeit - I dont care as long as I get a BFP (and healthy bub) at the end of it... surely I have waited long enough now!

Spring - That is true that it is part of the healing, I guess that is what happens when your life starts to normalise. I actually take it as a really good sign that this last time I weaned off the anti-depressants was a success. I think I have been off them for a month or more (cant remember) now and I feel ok, still have bad days but I am pretty sure that is to be expected. Overall, I am coping though so I think that is good.

I have been thinking about how stressed you must be getting, time is going by very quickly and I am sure anxiety about everything in the lead up to lil Spring's arrival is so normal. I just know everything will be ok, not that it helps you, and you will be meeting lil Spring in the flesh really soon. I know how nervous you are so I will just have to experience the excitement for you

Hope you are all having a good Tuesday - tomorrow is hump day so YAY!

Mel