Thanks Flowerchild. I am going to see the Doula soon, I am putting it off to be honest, just know that it is going to be really hard talking to her again.

Anyway, Lil' Spring is fine. My OB had to go to a funeral (last minute apparently anther doctor?) so my appointment got cancelled. I went and saw the Midwife anyway, and she showed me bub and let me listen to the heartbeat. The baby looked a little less active today, but as the midwife said, they spend plenty of time sleeping at this stage. Only got to listen to the heart beat for a moment, but better than nothing.

Still feeling really blah. I am going to clean the house because it is a mess and I always feel better once it's clean.

Lv spring