TTC after Stillbirth/Recurrent Miscarriage or Loss after the 1st Trimester March 2007

[Mel1977]

Hi everyone, sorry I havent been around got home last night and had a rest and absolutely flaked it and tonight we had to go shopping so...

Bailey - Good luck for tomorrow! Asha will be right there with you, in your heart and in spirit. I dont know if you will be on again before your h/m but if not have the best time and get busy with making bubba #3 while your at it. I know you can get crampy when Oing so definitely DTD just in case. Well, I will be thinking of you tomorrow... LOL at the bucks night comment! Oh and when emailing photos dont forget lil old me, I would love to see your beautiful day.

Lynn - Thats great that your levels went up. Hopefully tomorrow they can give you some even better news and those eggies and swimmers into line! Good on you for being so proactive and seeing the accupunturist, as I said to you previously I fully believe in it and it will make you feel like you are doing everything possible. Oh and I hope you get a good nights sleep with the seed in your ear, I havent heard about it before and it will be interesting to see how it goes.

Spring - Sorry you have had a grumpy day, I guess pregnancy hormones can do that to you... dont know what excuse I have but I get grumpy all the time lately and I aint UTD! Is DH coming home this weekend? If so only one more sleep to go. Fantastic news that lil Spring is doing so well, as usual, and OMG its almost 14 weeks now... time flys huh!

Nat - I hope you go ok tomorrow, it will be hard being there without your grandma there and I hope you cope as well as you possibly can under the circumstances.

Deb - Anything happening yet? Sorry to be a nag, but you know I am impatient.

Chelle - How weird, Chelle is my sisters name too (shortened of course). Hope your girls learnt something today, dont really blame them for pigging out when they got home though - I probably would have done the same LOL... I have a growing belly, but for all the wrong reasons!

Big hi to everyone else - JLK (Jo) hope you are doing ok.

OK well not all that much happening on my end, had to go out with the people at work today because it is someones last day tomorrow so they had a farewell. Not bad really, my 4th day there and I got wine, cake and went out for lunch! So lunch was ok, the people I work with seem really nice so that was cool, but obviously in a social situation it is the perfect time for them to grill me on my life so I got all of the asking if I have kids (1 already asked but no others) and I said no, and they then asked me all the questions about do I want them, when do I want them bla bla bla. And also they kept going on about their kids (admittedly their kids arent babies, some are even adults) and I felt so uncomfy about it. I just basically put on an act and answered all of their questions and inside my head I was wanting to say actually I do have a child but I just couldnt bring myself to do it, I dont think I could have handled those looks (you all know the look I am talking about). But oh well, I got through and will go back tomorrow to live another day of a lie.

Only other thing I have to report is that this morning while I was sitting at my desk I started getting bad cramping, it last on and off for a couple of hours and I have felt so bloated ever since. So obviously I got all excited thinking maybe its implantation but then thought maybe it is too early for implantation pains. I am 6DPO tomorrow I think and I dont think those pains come until a couple of weeks PO. Anyway, my luck they were probably just poo pains (sorry if TMI)

Oh well, to all.

Love Mel