TTC after Stillbirth/ Recurrent Miscarriage or Loss after the First Trimester

[Mel1977]

Oh Deb - That is fantastic... CONGRATULATIONS

I am so happy for you and I agree with Spring, you will hold this baby in your arms while he/she screams their little lungs out at you - and it will the best sound in the world!!!! Look after yourself and your bean, and dont stress about the HPT you know what they are like. Oh and I liked you booby sign LOL

To everyone else, thank you so much for today. I dont know this mum personally but as I said her aunty is a really good friend of mine and she was obviously fairly distraught when I spoke to her. And also, it just breaks my heart to think of those poor little boys.

As for me, I am preparing myself for tomorrow... Tomorrow is our big day, we are going to the cemetary at 2pm to work out what we are going to do with Nicholas' ashes. We are 99% sure we are going to bring him home and buy him a beautiful (unbreakable) urn to sit on top of our piano. I am really nervous and dont know what to expect, but I will survive it, just like all of us have survived the hurdles in our lives. I am looking forward to having him at home where he belongs, but I am a bit scared about the emotions it may bring up. With any luck, it will help ease some of the emotions I have been feeling.

Spring - I hope you have a lovely weekend with DH and give my love to lil Spring.

Take care everybody,

Mel

P.S. Oh and one last time - Deb, I am so excited for you :-D

[Mel1977]

Spring - I just noticed your friend signed Nicholas' guest book. Pass on my thanks, it was a really beautiful thing to do and she seems like such a caring person. She put a lump in my throat

[dream]

Oh Deb The most wonderful news in ages! You are going to be holding that bub and October is not that far away! I wish I could just reach in give you a big cuddle I am just so happy for you and DH and the Family.........I to have tears of utter happiness. And yes Iam slapping your wrist for thinking like that so stop right now!!!!

What the differnace between clexcane and fragmin? Oh im just so happy!!!!!

Now I have forgoten all the post and have to go back to read again So if I dont get back as my 6 nephews & nieces (& the parents!) are come for a BBQ today thats why, and not because I dont love you or anything just time is running short and food shopping must be done!

So I hope your day is good to you and DEB IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU once again

[Lynn]

Deb I am so happy for you - congratulations!!!!!! What exciting news to start the weekend. I have goosebumps and my heart is racing - it is just so exciting. You will have that little bub in your arms in no time - or will it be little bubs (maybe twins ) Wishing you all the best - spread some of the baby dust to the rest of us!!!

Nat - thank you so much for yesterday. You are the most amazing person, so beautiful inside and out. I hope you had a nice dinner last night and have fun with all those people today!

Mel - I hope everything is going ok with the little bubbas. My thoughts are with them and their families. I will be thinking of you today at 2pm. It will be an emotional day for you but I know how strong you are. It must be a nice feeling to finally be bringing Nicholas home. I think you will find it so comforting to have him with you. Give him a big hug from me. Big hugs to you and DH also.

Spring - hope the cleaning went ok and you are enjoying your time with DH. I hope the weekend doesn't go to fast for you. Your friend is beautiful. She has left a lovely message on Cooper's website. Please feel free to read it. I received an email to say that she had left a message - would she mind if I replied to let her know how much it means to me?

Bailey - thanks for the number for the SIDS support group. I will call them on Monday and hopefully I get accepted!

I went out for dinner last night for my sister's birthday and I felt so nauseous all night (bloody meds!!!). I haven't been sleeping very well lately so I was really tired too. Anyway this morning, DH told me that he had a dream that I did a hpt and it had 2 lines. I know that I am not feeling too good because of the meds but I thought 'what if', what if my thermometer was broken and it was giving me the wrong temps and what if the opk were all wrong (knowing that I was just being silly!) anyway I did a hpt and BFN. Which I knew it would be, but hey it doesn't hurt to do one so why not. And I'm a test junky and just can't help myself.

Hope you are all well and having a nice weekend.

That's 2 down who's next?????? I was starting to get a bit worried because more and more of us seem to be joining this thread but not too many of us are leaving. It is so great to hear about Deb and Spring, so hopefully there will be more BFP around here. But please don't leave us as I love having you two girls around.