Oh Deb - That is fantastic... CONGRATULATIONS

I am so happy for you and I agree with Spring, you will hold this baby in your arms while he/she screams their little lungs out at you - and it will the best sound in the world!!!! Look after yourself and your bean, and dont stress about the HPT you know what they are like. Oh and I liked you booby sign LOL

To everyone else, thank you so much for today. I dont know this mum personally but as I said her aunty is a really good friend of mine and she was obviously fairly distraught when I spoke to her. And also, it just breaks my heart to think of those poor little boys.

As for me, I am preparing myself for tomorrow... Tomorrow is our big day, we are going to the cemetary at 2pm to work out what we are going to do with Nicholas' ashes. We are 99% sure we are going to bring him home and buy him a beautiful (unbreakable) urn to sit on top of our piano. I am really nervous and dont know what to expect, but I will survive it, just like all of us have survived the hurdles in our lives. I am looking forward to having him at home where he belongs, but I am a bit scared about the emotions it may bring up. With any luck, it will help ease some of the emotions I have been feeling.

Spring - I hope you have a lovely weekend with DH and give my love to lil Spring.

Take care everybody,

Mel

P.S. Oh and one last time - Deb, I am so excited for you :-D