Mel: I am just so sorry that you keep getting BFN. I sort of feel since I fell pregnant that everyone in the TTC thread might get sick of me, and that I might not be the best person to support you, but I really want you to know that my heart pounds and I get so nervous reading your posts because I just want the best for you and that means a BFP.
I can't believe that Monday will be 6 months since you gave birth to Nicholas. It feels like that time has rushed by but at the same time that every day feels like a lifetime. Harry will be 5 months on Tuesday and that just astonishes me. Where has the time gone? About feeling like something is wrong, trust that instinct, I have told you about my instinct has warned me of in the past and the best advice I can give you is to follow it. If your body and your heart tells you to, keep searching for answers. You sound like you have a busy weekend planned so I hope it is nice for you. Also, it sounds like you had a wonderful night out with your work. I am glad they made it special for you and that you now have some serious shopping money. Retail therapy works wonders.
Anway, take care babe, and no matter if you don't hold out much home for a BFP, I haven't given up yet. I have everything possible
Lynn: big to you babe, I know that the waiting for AF to arrive must be frustrating. I also totally understand the continual fretting about the cord. As you know I had problems with Harry's cord which may or may not have contributed to his death, but I have no one else but me to blame for that. I am the one who grew his cord, why didn't it do what it was supposed to? I think that it would slowly drive me insane if I let those thoughts consume me. That is part of what I am working with the psychiatrist about. Stopping those thoughts and letting logic overcome the emotion. Almost impossible but with time I can see that it would work. I hope that AF arrives soon and you can start afresh with a new cycle.
Flowerchild: Sorry for being a little bit selfish and getting so upset last night. It just really affected me that you were showing such courage despite the terrible circumstances. If it makes you feel any better I just wanted to let you know that you inspire me.
Bailey: Hey honey, how are you, I hope you are well.
Kerry: I know you said you wouldn't be around for a few days but I just wanted to say I hope your little girl is on the mend.
Clare: I am so excited about your great NT results. I am trying to look forward to mine rather than get nervous as all hell. I will have my awesome friend Lynn with me which I am so grateful for. Only 11 sleeps to go.
I don't know much about incompetent cervix but are there any tests that they can do to help you get a clearer picture about it and chances of it happening again. Did you deliver your eldest son pre-term? It might be worth seeing a specialist just so that you can get some answers.
Whatever you decide to do, stick around, even if you are not going to TTC for a while, we will miss you if you go.
to you babe, I know that the waiting for AF to arrive must be frustrating. I also totally understand the continual fretting about the cord. As you know I had problems with Harry's cord which may or may not have contributed to his death, but I have no one else but me to blame for that. I am the one who grew his cord, why didn't it do what it was supposed to? I think that it would slowly drive me insane if I let those thoughts consume me. That is part of what I am working with the psychiatrist about. Stopping those thoughts and letting logic overcome the emotion. Almost impossible but with time I can see that it would work. I hope that AF arrives soon and you can start afresh with a new cycle.
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