I will be thinking of you tomorrow Bailey, I hope that you are ok. Will you be with your DH? Big :hugs:
Lynn, thanks for the offer to be with me any time. I sort of just got in the car and speed down to the hospital. I am sorry that you had a tough day and that you are dreading tommorrow. I want your birthday to be a special day for you but I can imagine how mixed your feelings must be about trying to celebrate when you are feeling so sad. I don't know what to say other than I know Cooper would want his mummy to have a happy birthday. I hope you get a good nights sleep.
Well my dog is totally freaking out in the storm. I am sitting here typing with one hand and trying to give him reassuring pats with the other. I hope this storm passes so because I have to work tomorrow and need some sleep. I get so worried that he is going to hurt himself when he gets this insane.
Lynn - I know it is going to be a tough day but I hope we can all help give you the strength to get through it just by knowing how much we are all thinking of you and care about you. Big :hugs: to you.
Spring - I am so sorry for everything you went through yesterday, I had no idea cause I didnt check BB. I am so happy to hear that lil Spring is doing well and your OB sounds amazing, and re our conversation maybe he really is a keeper! I hope you are doing ok today and got some sleep in between Frank and Vinnie's freak-outs. Harrison will be in my thoughts tomorrow.
Bailey - I hadnt realised that our angels were both born on the 5th until now, but I remember from now on. I hear you about thinking you would be pregnant by now, I feel exactly the same way and it sucks! Thinking of you, Asha, DH and DS today :hugs:
Deb - Still thinking of you and hoping you are doing ok.
Sorry I wasnt online yesterday. Got bfn in morning and spent an hour or so lying in bed crying cause I knew it meant 100% I had failed AGAIN this month. Picked myself up cause I had to as kids were here and my sis was coming over for lunch with her kids. So put on a brave face... until my sis was getting ready to go and DH's 5yo said "Mel, you would be lucky if you had Maya" (my 4 month old niece) and I just ran off into my bedroom and burst into tears. My sis said I could go back to their place with her and DH could come get me after the kids go home, so I did cause I really needed to get away from them and didnt really cope with them well this weekend at all. I was so short tempered! So at my sisters I felt a bit better, my poor nephew got sick and threw up.
While I was there AF arrived!!!! Ever sine I had Nicholas my cycle has been PERFECT - O day 14, get AF exact day due. So this month I dont get any positive OPKs but bloods show I have O'd so who knows when, and I get AF 1 day early. I dont understand why and I hope it doesnt mean my cycle is starting to go all up the putt. But all the same I am very grateful it came yesterday instead of today because I dont know how I would have coped with it today. Today I feel ok, DH organised to work from home so I am not alone and that is always 1 step towards a better day for me. I feel a little sad and had a bit of a cry when I first woke up, but im not as bad as I have been leading up to today.
HAPPY 6 MONTH BIRTHDAY MY BEAUTIFUL BOY
You never said I'm leaving
You never said good-bye
You were gone before I knew it
And only God knew why
A million times we've needed you,
A million times we've cried.
If love alone could've saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place,
No one else will ever fill.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you didn't go alone.
Part of us went with you,
The day God took you home.
~ Love always, Mummy ~
Last edited by Mel1977; March 5th, 2007 at 11:07 AM.
Mel That pome is just so beautiful, I have tears running down my face, Nicholas is so proud of his mummy, your are a wonderful and strong women. Im sending you a big hug and thinking of you today. Im sorry that the witch arrived I now only hope and pray that this is the start of a new month with positive results in 27 days time. All my love to you and DH on this day. xxx
Lynn A big Happy birthday to you. I know its a hard day but please be good to yourself, im sure Cooper would love to see his mummy happy on her birthday. I do wish I could give you what you want the most.......But very soon you will have that babe in arms and your tears of soorow with be replaced with joy. I hope the girls are keeping you good company today! Thinking of you and sending lots of love.
Bailey Im thinking of you also today. Im sure that all the angels are together, playing and hoping there mummies are smiling up at them because they are sending lots of love back. I hope today you find some comfort. xxx
Spring Im so glad to hear that little sping is jummping around and still doing wonderful OK not that any of us thought and differant. It is so hard to stay positive so Im sending you lot and lots of positive vibes. Have fun with DH and I will be thinking about you. Take it easy.
Deb I do hope you are feeling better.
To all you other beautiful women I hope today is good to you.( I think this might help all of us today.)
I know it is going to be a tough day but I hope we can all help give you the strength to get through it just by knowing how much we are all thinking of you and care about you. Big :hugs: to you.
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( I think this might help all of us today.)
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