Lynn - I know it is going to be a tough day but I hope we can all help give you the strength to get through it just by knowing how much we are all thinking of you and care about you. Big :hugs: to you.
Spring - I am so sorry for everything you went through yesterday, I had no idea cause I didnt check BB. I am so happy to hear that lil Spring is doing well and your OB sounds amazing, and re our conversation maybe he really is a keeper! I hope you are doing ok today and got some sleep in between Frank and Vinnie's freak-outs. Harrison will be in my thoughts tomorrow.
Bailey - I hadnt realised that our angels were both born on the 5th until now, but I remember from now on. I hear you about thinking you would be pregnant by now, I feel exactly the same way and it sucks! Thinking of you, Asha, DH and DS today :hugs:
Deb - Still thinking of you and hoping you are doing ok.
Sorry I wasnt online yesterday. Got bfn in morning and spent an hour or so lying in bed crying cause I knew it meant 100% I had failed AGAIN this month. Picked myself up cause I had to as kids were here and my sis was coming over for lunch with her kids. So put on a brave face... until my sis was getting ready to go and DH's 5yo said "Mel, you would be lucky if you had Maya" (my 4 month old niece) and I just ran off into my bedroom and burst into tears. My sis said I could go back to their place with her and DH could come get me after the kids go home, so I did cause I really needed to get away from them and didnt really cope with them well this weekend at all. I was so short tempered! So at my sisters I felt a bit better, my poor nephew got sick and threw up.
While I was there AF arrived!!!! Ever sine I had Nicholas my cycle has been PERFECT - O day 14, get AF exact day due. So this month I dont get any positive OPKs but bloods show I have O'd so who knows when, and I get AF 1 day early. I dont understand why and I hope it doesnt mean my cycle is starting to go all up the putt. But all the same I am very grateful it came yesterday instead of today because I dont know how I would have coped with it today. Today I feel ok, DH organised to work from home so I am not alone and that is always 1 step towards a better day for me. I feel a little sad and had a bit of a cry when I first woke up, but im not as bad as I have been leading up to today.
HAPPY 6 MONTH BIRTHDAY MY BEAUTIFUL BOY
You never said I'm leaving
You never said good-bye
You were gone before I knew it
And only God knew why
A million times we've needed you,
A million times we've cried.
If love alone could've saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place,
No one else will ever fill.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you didn't go alone.
Part of us went with you,
The day God took you home.
~ Love always, Mummy ~
Last edited by Mel1977; March 5th, 2007 at 11:07 AM.
I know it is going to be a tough day but I hope we can all help give you the strength to get through it just by knowing how much we are all thinking of you and care about you. Big :hugs: to you.
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