Lynn: That is great news about the levels and even better news about the follies. Good on you Hope About the ultrasounds, the internal ones I have had have never hurt, not the most plesant experience, but not painful. I wouldn't be surprised if everything is a little more sensitve due to all the pills you are on. I hope Saturday's scan brings more great news and isn't too painful.
Bailey: Thanks for the advice about the movement. I know, I know but I just feel really down about the irregularity of movement. I just am driving myself nuts. With the OPKs, just keep using them, but the sounds of it, you and DH are DTD enough to catch that eggie.
Tess: Reading your story about the birth of Thomas just broke my heart. I am so sorry babe, sending big :hugs: your way.
Deb: Bad gas and Indian, nevermind you hubby, watch out Deb's neighbours (lol)
Well, today I have just reached my limit. I sort of lost the plot before on the way home from work, I couldn't stop crying and called DH and he did a wonderful job of calming me down. I guess up until now, when I couldn't feel Lil' Spring I didn't have to worry, now that I can feel bub, I am finding that my anxiety is just skyrocketing because every minute of every day I am on tenderhooks wondering when the next movement will be. I also went and picked up the bracelet that my Mum got me for Mother's Day, I guess that was the straw that broke the camel's back. It just hurts so bad, I am dreading this Sunday so much that I think I am getting myself all worked up.
Oh well, tomorrow is another day.
Sorry for the lack of personals, I promise to write more tomorrow.
Lynn - I am so excited! Go Hope! It must have been the piggy. I hope he works for me too.
Spring - I know it so easy for us to sit and tell you not to worry. I can only imagine how stressfull it is for you just waiting for the movements. Cheeky Lil Spring. We have spoken about the 'feeling' before, so just try to sit somewhere quiet and listen to that voice. Trust yourself.
Flowerchild - I's so Sorry to hear about your friend. It is so sad.
Mel - How are you doing today?? I hope that you are too busy doin the deed to come in and see us
Hi to everyone else, I hope everyone is ok.
I don't have anything much to report. OPK'd still negative on day 23. No CM to speak of and temps doing nothing, so I am still unsure of what is going on. Suppose I will just keep BDing and hoping to fluke it.
Bailey - Thanks so much for the piggie, you are so sweet Surely we are all gonna get our bfps now! Positive thinking right? I have it sitting on my bedside next to my big rose quartz... :fingerscrossed: for us all. Re TTC - have you been DTD every day? you must be so over it, no offence to our DHs or anything but you know, a girls gotta rest I hope you get a postive OPK soon, promptly followed by a positive HPK!
Spring - Ya poor bugger, I can imagine how stressful and frustrating everything is - I know I will be the same. Try to relax though, everyone is right that you cannot feel as much movement at this stage in pregnancy. Nothing will say is going to help you relax though is it? I think you will be stressed like this until you meet lil Spring in the flesh. Damn and you cant even have a stiff drink to calm your nerves LOL. Look after yourself, maybe a nice warm bubble bath will help when your feeling anxious, and may also get lil Spring moving around - Nicholas used to love that (not too hot thought remember).
Lynn - It was great speaking to you last night too. I feel better after a chat too believe me. I am really glad you are going to be positive and only worry about what is going on right now, as I said there is plenty of time to worry about all the other stuff - one step at a time :hugs: And hey with the golden piggies surely we have it in the bag?
Klee - How are you feeling? I hope you are ok. I am just about to have some dinner (better late than never, I am starving!) and then I will reply to your email.
Deb - Sounds like you have a fantastic night with great friends. I hope your friend is doing ok, and glad to hear your feeling UTD
Tommysmum - Glad to hear you had a wonderful scan.
Hi to everyone else.
Well we have the kids tonight but they go home tomorrow night for Mother's Day, which is probably a good thing considering the last thing I want is to be looking after someone elses children on Mother's Day when I cant have my own.
The lady at work who I told about Nicholas, the one who gave me the wallet card, asked me to go have a cuppa with her at afternoon break and so I did and she said the reason she wanted to talk to me was to see how I am about Mother's Day. She said she can only imagine how hard it is but she knows how much she misses her mum who passed away 10 years ago on Mother's Day so she cant help but think how agonising it must be for me to be without my child. OMG it makes me feel teary that there are people out there as kind as her, but then people we know cant even acknowledge my pregnancy let alone my baby. She said that she wants me to make sure DH and I do something special together because although he is not her I am still a mum and deserve to have a great day. What a very special person she is, I am so thankful I told her now - she has made me feel like maybe people do understand how hard it is for us.
Oh and as I left work my supervisor said well I know you dont have kids but Happy Mother's Day anyway... talk about rub salt in the wound!
Well might be back later, but I am very tired so maybe not.
About the ultrasounds, the internal ones I have had have never hurt, not the most plesant experience, but not painful. I wouldn't be surprised if everything is a little more sensitve due to all the pills you are on. I hope Saturday's scan brings more great news and isn't too painful.
you must be so over it, no offence to our DHs or anything but you know, a girls gotta rest 
I hope you get a postive OPK soon, promptly followed by a positive HPK!
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