Lynn: That is great news about the levels and even better news about the follies. Good on you Hope About the ultrasounds, the internal ones I have had have never hurt, not the most plesant experience, but not painful. I wouldn't be surprised if everything is a little more sensitve due to all the pills you are on. I hope Saturday's scan brings more great news and isn't too painful.

Bailey: Thanks for the advice about the movement. I know, I know but I just feel really down about the irregularity of movement. I just am driving myself nuts. With the OPKs, just keep using them, but the sounds of it, you and DH are DTD enough to catch that eggie.

Tess: Reading your story about the birth of Thomas just broke my heart. I am so sorry babe, sending big :hugs: your way.

Deb: Bad gas and Indian, nevermind you hubby, watch out Deb's neighbours (lol)

Well, today I have just reached my limit. I sort of lost the plot before on the way home from work, I couldn't stop crying and called DH and he did a wonderful job of calming me down. I guess up until now, when I couldn't feel Lil' Spring I didn't have to worry, now that I can feel bub, I am finding that my anxiety is just skyrocketing because every minute of every day I am on tenderhooks wondering when the next movement will be. I also went and picked up the bracelet that my Mum got me for Mother's Day, I guess that was the straw that broke the camel's back. It just hurts so bad, I am dreading this Sunday so much that I think I am getting myself all worked up.

Oh well, tomorrow is another day.

Sorry for the lack of personals, I promise to write more tomorrow.

Big love to all.

Spring