I am so glad you decided to join this chatter Nicole... WElcome!

It gets a little easier each month. It has taken me 6 months after each of my Angels to conceive again. Those months of "going at it like rabbits" and then the are really hard... Then when you get that it brings with it a whole new set of stresses and concerns... It's hard.

One thing that I used to do was think okay - only 14 more days and we TTC again... It seemed to break it up some how. LIke you I would have a few wines, some soft cheese and a cry... I am glad you could have a lovely lunch... I hope that tomorrow you begin to feel brighter... I am sure you will find lots of loving support in here and I look forwaerd to getting to know you...