I am just amazed that i never knew giving birth could b as i have seen described here on this forum.I had never heard of doulas until recently either.
I have definitely felt scared at times in the last 2 weeks since learning of my pregnancy because i kept remembering the horrendous pain & stress i was in last time .Reading experiences & info on this forum has already given me new hope & new ideas that this time i can birth my baby the way it should b.