and that's ok to be in a totally different field cause to be honest after having kids we are totally different people. I know that I won't be going back into my old field but still can't decide what I wanna be when I grow up
i think thats it as well
i feel lost in my job.


bath you make a great point.
it is more expensive to go to work than stay home.
i am paying to go to work at the moment.
and i do feel i am missing alot of my little girl.

now just to figure out how this is going to fit in with our plans lol...