Sarah the pain is improving, it's more bearable and only need 1 nurofen every 7-8 hours now, much better than the 4 hour round about of panadol ans nurofen. I didn't get anything with codine as apparently it causes constipation and didn't want it to affect Greer.

BW/Sharon I know what you're saying about what works for me, but I don't want to end up with a 2nd child who refuses to sleep without Mummy. There is a part of me that wants to go back to sleeping with DH, although atm I am so over him too.

I know I said in a previous post that the best thing is to get over it, the fact that DH's are different and always will be and to focus on over aspects of the relationship to help them blossom and get back what was there before the kids came along, but I am finding it really hard to do ATM. Mainly because when he asks "what time are you going to bed?" or "are you going to bed soon?" even though I would be going to bed soon, I feel like he is forcing me to go to bed when the kids do so that he can go out and have a life. Like last night he said "are you going to bed when this (dvd) finishes? It's just that I was going to Jason's for a few beers." I didn't bite at all, but then in the morning he it comes out that he not only went to Jason's (workmate) but also went out to another friends' place afterwards. Just feeling left out. He says he wants to spend time with me, but everything is without me. Then on the otherhand I doubt I'd want to go where he goes. I really must get over it!

Started getting my maternity clothes cleaned out of the wardrobe and photographed ready to ebay, now just to find the time to do the listings. . It was so liberating to actually clean out my wardrobe of all those clothes that no longer fit me. Some I passed on to friends, some went to goodwill and others for ebay. The plan is to clean out the bar/games room and make my space for me to start doing crafty project work and force DH to have the kids every now and then for me to have my time.

I'm finally back to pre-pregnancy number 2 weight, 3 kilos more would be nice. So I'm trying to look after myself. Getting my hair done in a few weeks to inspire me.

Have a grizzler and can't work out what is wrong so GTG.