Hi all! It's taken me a while but I've found you again! I managed to pick up swine flu and out of fear of Tamzyn picking it up I sent her to my parents place on tuesday and then when I went to hospital they told me I can't see her till wednesday morning... OMG a week with out my little princess.... it's killing me! As a single parent I've had her around 24/7 since she was conceived and now a week without her smile is the hardest thing I have ever done. I know it's for her best and she's happy there but I feel so guilty that I'm not breastfeeding her or giving her mummy cuddles and I missed her 3-month birthday Mum said she's started giggling and I can't wait to hear it. I have been very lucky otherwise, she's a great baby... who has managed to teach me her routine lol... she's definately a stubborn taurean! I've been expressing to try keep my milk from drying up but I'm scared it won't work. BFing is such a special time with her I don't think either of us are ready to give it up. But anyway I better go, I'll be back to visit you girls properly when I have a chance to catch up on all your posts. Take care, xoxo