Shuairan; OMG I'm so sorry sweetheart. that is terrible. wishing you a very speedy recovery. GL with keeping the milk flowing. I've heard that even if you STOP bf for several weeks and your milk stops that it's possible for you to bf again. I hope that you can keep doing so. it is totally special and am v envious of all that can do it. feel better soon!

not much happening here. besides totally messy house. oh well Dp will learn to deal. told him i'm concentrating on being a GOOD mum rather than GOOD housewife and he's ok with it. can do the one or two things done at once but never house is tidy... meh.

we're taking the dr who did circ'm to SA medical complaints. spoke to my dr and a midwife and it's totally not good enough. am glad it's not just me being an overprotective parent. 2.5 weeks later and i'm still traumatised - says something.

lach has started giggling a lil bit. DP totally devo'd hasn't heard it yet. he's hopefully going to get time off soon. so hard with one wage though.

have decided to get a 1 day a week job. have been feeling v depressed lately and isolated. but at same time don't want to goout and socialise. so mum and dad are going to get me a data entry job with a client hopefully so can have a 'break'. was always VERY career minded and not that i don't LOVE being a mum cos i do... i just feel a bit down sometimes and my self esteem is plummeting (i.e. rining DP 40 times a day and if he doesn't talk to me in a happy way am SURE he's going to break up with me because i'm a horrible mum and girlfriend.) which is not like me at all.

anywho hope everyone else is GRAND