Well today seemed to be a better day. Not great, but better. I dont feel any better though She seems to be okay if i wrap her, then feed her, then put her in the cot. It works, sometimes. Its really hit and miss with her. One moment it will work, the next it wont.
I kinda wish i had more ppl around me to help and support me. I feel so isolated and alone sometimes.
*Sigh* How depressed do i sound hey?? Sorry girls, I should cheer up a bit more and look on the bright side of things..which, at the moment i cant see what they are, but im sure if you give me a while, ill think of something. Nothing seems to go my way.
And, and, i want a cuddle from Ben he left for work and we werent on very good terms, and i said sorry, and i think he is still mad at me coz i havent heard from him all night, which is unusual for him.